whelming.

sometimes i am overwhelmed by words. and i feel like i am laying in the middle of the road waiting to be run over. all because of things that people wrote to me and things i wrote and things i didn't.
and then i think,

will anyone ever understand?

there are so many people i need to describe. too many. and there are so many people i feel like i need to meet. and so i go into my yard at night and look at the 1000000000 stars and want to scream and then i think,

i am fine.