"i saw a spaceship fly by your window..."

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dear fleur.

i ran across this picture yesterday. and of course it is still in my head. it always will be.
i want it to be me one day.
so i guess you can say yesterday i decided that after i am married, my husband and i will jump in a hotel pool and the photographer will take underwater pictures of us.

i have some pretty weird fantasies about getting married.
i don't want a honeymoon.
i just want to jump in the car after dancing all night and drive down roads i don't know with my new husband. and we will stop at random towns and sleep in motel 6s and really not care. and i will bring 20 pairs of underwear and one tee shirt and one dress and a flannel shirt.
i only want to invite 30 people to my wedding.
maybe 40 if needs be. but 30 is my dream. because i want to get married in the forest. where no one else is. and all of my guests will eat on mismatched dishes that i bought at thrift stores. and we we will have 7 cakes just because.
and.
now i want to jump in a pool in my wedding dress.

some guy is going to get a crazy wife.

if i ever get married.

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in other news, my newest obsession is listening to josiah gentry while i make birthday presents for mandy. and reading tumblrs.
i could make 10000000 tumblrs and love them all.
i wish i could.

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now i'm going to pretend to be friends with damien rice and look for ribbon and sew.

love. bells.