No blogging? Just kill me now.

Dear Fleur.
I am unable to blog lately. Our computer died right before the coast. It makes me sad.
No blogging?
Sheesh.
That's like denying the world of eating pie.
(I had pie for breakfast. And my oatmeal. Working on bucket list #170.)

So.
To catch you up.
The beach. I fell in love with the beach for the 100000000th time. It was dear. And I filled an IZZE's bottle with sand and brought it home with me. It's on my windowsill.

The conference was perfect. Best thing I heard: "I want God to brag about me." It gave me a whole new view on servanthood and obedience. I love that. And I do. Just so you know, I do want God to brag about me. Isn't that amazing?

Davey posted a new song. ----->Click on the boy in the field of Lupines on my righthand sidebar.

Some friends came to see us yesterday. Niceeeeee. Really. It was so much joy. (Thank you Jon. Thank you David.) They pretty much took a 200 mile detour in their road trip to hit our town.
And.

My life is turned upside down. This past week I literally cried everyday. And wrote 3 letters I will never mail. But it is one of the best things in ever. Because it has brought me so much closer to God. And to people. I love it. I love hard days. Hard times.
Is that weird?
I think so.

I have felt really crazy lately.
I forgot my shoes yesterday.
and lost a sweater.
And ran A/V in Church.
Missed Kirsten like the dickens.
And.
Want to sew.

I will go home and sew now.
And probably cry more. Because I cannot blog. Only once or twice every week.

Thank you God for the public library.
Love, Bella.