private ryan marry me?

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dear fleur.
last night, i stayed up till right before 12am.
and this was what i looked like.
with my head buried in the couch.
i had just watched saving private ryan.
i was so mad.

if i ever watch that movie again, it will be with a dear friend. so i can cry in their shirt. and they won't laugh at me when i cover my face. hopefully.

but i will probably still look like this after it.

i hate that movie.
and love it with all my guts.
xo, bell.